31 Jul Lastige dagen
It’s just not going so well. I just ate 3 chocolate bars, and this afternoon I ate 3 boterkoeken. It is the first that I am crying about a binge again. I don’t know why I needed to binge. I think it a combination of factors.
- I am scared that I have a disease or something. My stomach keeps hurting and it is only getting worse. The doctor told me 2 years ago t I have IBS, but they did’t do all the check-ups yet which frustrates me.
- i’ve been working on the website the WHOLE day, because I want it to be ready.. but it’s hard and I get a “computer head” because of it, which makes my head feel all dizzy and weird and… it’s a major trigger for a binge
- I am scared for my trip.